There has been many things that have affected me through my years working in the investment banking industry, and I would like to mention something that happened on October 19th 1987, when terms like portfolio insurance, arbitrage, program trading, liquidity and some others took part of conversations and discussions, terms that in most of the cases we were able to understand but not to explain why and how such factors could create a so dark day of October.
In 1987, we were living in an unbelievable bullish and ultra-leverage market! Not because credit was cheap, not only for the speculation into the market, but probably just because a black swan appeared and a chaotic environment turned up when everybody took the same decisions at the same time. The concurrence of all that factors put together moved the market toward an instability impossible to assimilate! The instability was exacerbated by the computers due to the difficulty of the system’s ability to process so many transaction at the same time.
The people were crazy to get liquidity to buy stocks. I knew a few that used to get leverage by getting a mortgage over their own houses, and this it was much more common than should have been desirable, but they were doing with the hope to became rich, and that does really happen, believe me, in the stock exchange! Greed is one of the most common emotions, but also one of the most difficult feeling to manage.
But my personal story is an important part of something else, although until that October 19th all my friends and colleagues were making a killing and I was doing nice amount of money. That black Monday the wheel of fortune made that something changes. I lost a huge amount of money but also opened my mind to a new universe, the derivatives.
I couldn’t understand the reasons behind why it happened – I could see in the front line what is a real tail risk, but I also learned that behind a threat, a new opportunity can appear, and the market showed me the clear concept of volatility and the magnetic meaning of implied volatility.
This black Monday was my first approach to derivatives, without much personal knowledge or experience indeed, but this is probably the reason why years later I experienced them, I found them fascinating! So much so, that now I can understand why asset management, derivatives and risk management are so important in my professional life.
How am I to use the emotions and the analytical part of my brain transcends the role of my personality to make an original contribution to my profession. If one reasons that your lifestyle and your work define who you are, it is therefore quite probable that what I do is because it is a part of me and the reason why I do what I do, and the fascination that I feel for my work and my passion for the things that I do.
JCarlos Lopez Moraleja
http://www.federalreserve.gov/pubs/feds/2007/200713/200713pap.pdf